burninating the peasants

well...

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 22:09:17 GMT

so im just sitting here with shanon, after a hard day's work at the safety office, chillin.
times are kinda shatty right now.
school gives me a headache.
i dont have a boyfriend anymore.
i have a cold.
my best friend in fl hates me. it really makes me upset.
a certain boy...i cant even deal.
another boy i want so badly.
i dunno if im ready for that right now though....
falls road never ends.
pot luck.
drivin around with _ n _last nite.
makes me want him even more. hmm.

i love outkast right now. we're gunna date outkast, even though their married.
well... yeap. fin

damn it's been a long time

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 20:52:40 GMT

so hey guys,
i know i never hardly ever use this. but imma try to start. for those with myspace do it! im on.
so im in balto.
but i still got an fl number.
so bitches, call me. especially u linz.i miss u friend! im so sorry i didnt get to call u back, u should call me too!

man i love twista and lil jon and trick daddy ...together. u know, that song with the ozzy beat. it's sooo gooodd.

anyway. do it. just, do it.

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 21:57:34 GMT

working at einstein's is pretty cool.

my b-day was cool. bowling was fun. i ate alot. had a nice conversation with samson, thanx guys.

so damn, im leaving on the 24th. it haven't packed anything, but i think it'll be okay. im kinda pissed that i got a job, cause i don't really have enough time to hang out with my friends. i feel like their mad at me for it, i hope not.

i still havent talked to my roommates but i think it'll be cool.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 18:44:15 GMT

hooray i got the job at einstein's. i should start next week. it kinda sucks cause i'll only be working for a month. i tried calling people for my b-day, not a one answered the phone.
Dr.Claw has been getting increasingly sweet.

oh panang curry is so damn good.mmmm.

Stress & My Birthday Bowling Extravaganza

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 22:54:04 GMT

Okay kids, it's party time.

I JUST GOT A LAPTOP! my beautiful 15inch powerbook. i love it.

anyway, i know that i hardly update this beast so it's time.

i just baked some cookies and made some kool-aide.

i have little issue on my mind, i haven't talked to chris in like a week. last time i did he hung up on me. see what happened was that he came over adn we were chillin' and he spent the night,which he didn't ask if he could but it really wasn't a problem i just wish he would've asked. and we were talking about him coming over the day after he went home , to work on this painting my momma wanted him to do.he had a interview with potterybarn so he'd be kinda close and i said ok. But i'd been trying for a week to go on a bikeride with dan, and run some other erronds with him and i didn't want chris to be sitting at my house alone all day. so when he called me from the mall the next day i asked him if we could do it another time because i had to do that stuff with dan, and i had no way of reaching dan when chris was over cause he was at his friends house in hobe sound, so i couldnt ask him if can we do it another day. then chris was like," but we made plans?" and i was like," well, i've been trying to make these other plans for like a week." and he got mad at me and hung up. that's the second time within the past couple weeks that he's hung up on me. i really didn't appreciate it. i understand he's under alot of stress and he's bored and other stuff but he should be taking it out on me. i love him dearly, like a brother and it really hurts my feelings when he does stuff like that. he has a attitude which i love and hate about him. i still haven't found a job so i can't go driving everywhere and doing stuff cause i can't afford it. i even asked chris for some gas money cause i went and got him, we drove around, and stuff and i was gunna have to drive him home and after a little aggitation he agreed, but then he spent all his money.that wasn't very considerate. i know he feels lonely and he's upset cause i dont spend every waking moment with him, but i can't. he doesn't live close and i can't go get him all the time or drive him home all the time. plus i ahve a boyfriend who i need to spend time with also. ahhh! i dunna know! when this shit happens it makes me not wnat to do anything with him but i still love him and im not mad just frustrated, damn it!
i have to call him.

and there's dan. and having to leave him to go to school.
and then there's my moving to school, i have to pack up all my shit and drive up to b-more.
man having anxiety and alot of stress sucks.but i can't dwell on that shit.

i applied to einsteins earlier today. tomorrow i go for an interview.

linz - oh jesus! land of the raising sun! you lucky fucker! i hope you had the most divine time. im sure u did.yer in hawaii, smokin the good shit i hope, but you'll be back soon. just in time for my b-day bash.

speaking of my birthday....

GET READY TO PARTY, BOWL AND EAT.
so imma have my pose come bowling at like 4 or something, then back to my crib for a feast of mexican food.
like make your own burrito, some nachoes, some salsa. maybe jose cuervo will be invited,maybe. sampson is always invited though of corse. i think we should dress all up crazy or fabulous or however you want, just feel free to do whatever! everybody get ready!

oh that would be august 4th... turning the big 19.

i just want to express my love for the surreal life also. okay peace out.

feelin' grood.

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 18:47:12 GMT

hmmm.
so ringo star's new name is Dr.Beavis Claw, m.d.
i took him to the vet this morning to get his shots and i wrote his name down on the paper, so when we got called the vet tech was like," uh, is dr. be-vus...claw ready?" it was funny.really.

still on the job search...gotta go pick up my last paycheck.

bjork-post

it's time for chopper dave!
oh friends!i miss you!

i need a good t-shirt slogan. anybody?

happy to report momma's doin' really well. 'cept she looks a little like frankenstein cause of the staples across her neck.

so linz wehn we gunna shot our film,homie?

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 20:28:11 GMT

well today is wednesday. it's kinda shatty out. the birds are still chirping.

right now ringo star* is yelling at me,and oh great he just he just pissed on the floor.i think we should call him slash or ziggy stardust or luke skywalker...maybe frank sinatra,he does have blue eyes.

*ringo is shanon's baby kitty that is currenlty living with me.

i'm about to go dye my hair.
the rain is making my head hurt, makes me want to go talk to sampson and watch willy wonka.
or shipmates.

tomorrow is my momma's surgery, gotta get up at 5am to go to the hospital.kinda scary.

god i need some wham! right now.

dots are the best

Sat, 15 May 2004 17:03:16 GMT

i found markers that make perfect dots last night.

right now i'm sitting next to linz & shanon & i know that they know that i want & they want some sampson. but who doesn't? last night i read shanon's hook up buddy's gf's livejournal. what a crazy bitch...

the borka is half orca and half centaur...

the centaur is key

chips and salsa make an excellent breakfast.

britney spears "toxic" is sooo damn good. linz y shananananaon na na and i were rocking out.
aw, shit son.

*bonded together thru a finely woven layer of filth

soundtrack= fugees: the score